Thanksful

In 2012 happened too much thing. Friend became stranger, people lies, betray, friends leave. Really can't said this is my year. Full of complaint of this year. But I still want to say that thanks people who always stay with me during my birthday, holidays, christmas and every single day. Although I've lose many things in this year, people said '' no lose no gain'' isn't it ? I'd gain many friends and learn many lessons in this year. Think positive, life goes on don't lose hope.

Thanks God, doomsday didn't happened and we're still alive in 2013.
Thanks Pappa and Mamma, thank you for bring me to this wonderful world, love me, care me, and give me whatever I need in my daily life.
Thanks friends, thank you for loving, sharing, and stay with me.
I do appreciate you all, stay with me don't leave me ok ? Love life and love you guys

Dear 2013, I need to face my SPM in this year, I'm really nervous about it. So, please let it be more easier. And I hope this year can be my year, more cheer things happen and life is going to be awesome. People health and happy, no more worried. 
Sincerely, yeann.

xoxo.

christmas eve and christmas 24/25.12.2012

Christmas eve countdown is necessary ? or we just need an excuse to party ? LOL

Merry Christmas guys. Last night we're really getting fun :D

24.12.2012 

Got work in very morning, so bblythe and me catch a nap before hang out. Going for dinner about 6pm if I didn't mistaken. Having our christmas eve dinner at Modern Revolution Sentosa, I was starve so doesn't free to take photo for my food. *hmmmm*

Anyway, the food is really delicious. 

After dinner, we're heading to Bukit Indah Library. I was never been there before, excited yeaaa :D But the journey was quite far, so I almost fell asleep *zzzz* Reached there at about 10++pm and it's full house ady!!! How sad :(:( We still wait at there till 11++pm and I really no understand what we waiting for. :\ But the Dj of library were really awesome! Well, in the end they decided go to Legato. Legato was full house also! Luckily, Bblythe's friends were inside there so we no need to wait for table again. *tsk tsk tsk*  Countdown party started! And we all turn became insane LOL *put you fuckin hands up!* Actually Legato doesn't have dance floor so we went to the stage and dance on it. Really awesome countdown party even though something out of sorts happened. 

Photos of the night :D

Many people are not in these photo :(

*ignore my shit face pls*

Girls

Raeka, Carmen and Bblythe

Love this pic so so muchie 

hey my partner!

Bblythe and Carmen

Bblythe and Febe

Carmen, Bblythe and Raeka 

Bblythe, Raeka and Patrick 

Carmen, Bblythe, Raeka and twin (I cant recognize them :\)

Bblythe and Febe

Twin and Carmen

Girls 

Febe and Raeka

Zhehao and Bblythe

Guys 

Zhehao and Bblythe

Raeka and Carmen

Zhehao, Carmen, Bblythe and Shiquan

Shiquan, Carmen and Raeka

Carmen and Raeka

After the party is almost 2pm so we're having supper at MCD Mount Austin. I think they're really crazy, is that Bukit Indah doesn't exist any MCD ?! I didn't count how many ppl we have, I only know many cars are finding space to park and people keep moving in to MCD and the longest metal table in MCD was full with our friends. We talk and laugh loudly, really noisy in the MCD hahaha. We all went back at 4pm. I'm drained exhausted but still enjoy that night so much :D

25.12.2012

Wake up in 1030am cos we're going to catch a movie with our colleague. OMFG, my eyes cant open at all TT  We're catch by road block because didn't put on our safety belt. *fml moment* Luckily we're not receive any saman and no need to rasuah the annoying cop in the end.  

James Reacher quite nice but I cant concentrate to watch it cause I'm starve and cold. So, we're having our lunch after movie. And my gastric came to disturb me again *fml* why I need to suffer from gastric in Christmas huh ?! 

Go back home finally and sleep until now.Well, actually I want to sleep till tomorrow morning but I'm hungry again. *tsk tsk tsk*

Thank you guys for giving me an awesome christmas in 2012. I'm really appreciate all my friends who stand by me no matter what happened. Love life and love you. xoxo

掏空

心情習慣依賴你 失望了一次又一次
還要多久我才能把習慣換掉把依賴改掉

心像被掏空了 沒了知覺只留下你的影子深深刻在角落
騙人是你的拿手好戲 我不過是你的觀眾之一
不願意去承認先認真就輸 你卻不斷把我逼向現實

不停猜心結果都讓人好心痛
大起大落的情緒開始讓人喘息 告訴我你到底想什麽

聖誕我可以求什麽 新年我可以愿什麽
心都被帶走了我還能要什麽

我們都贏了自尊心輸掉了感情. 

倒影

在乎一下別人的感受 理解一下別人的心情
不是你想怎樣就怎樣 不是只有你的感受才是感受
不要這麼自私要全世界的人都圍著你轉 要配合你做你想要的事
你不是大小姐 不是小公主 安分守己一點不要太超過.


我最沒有資格說愛 愛要包容要忍讓 我都做不到
我很自私不喜歡和別人分享我的東西 如果是我的我就會死守到底決不讓步
我很怕失去 所以不敢擁有 怕失望 所以不敢期待
很沒有用又算什麽 我只是想把自己保護好不要受傷就好


有不可能實現的期待就是錯 蕭語嫣不要一錯再錯了 要乖.
我承諾給自己幸福.

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Can you love me even if I vexatious ?
Give me a sense of security and never leave me alone.

I want you as my Christmas present.

14.12.2012

Yes Or No . Such an awesome movie.

Love this cute CP so so so much! *heart melted*

 Decided heading to Legoland today, but unfortunately my phone is dead of battery and my alarm didn't work! Woke up in 9.30am and I was shock cause it was ady over time! Immediately text to sharkie and she said that the date was CANCELED ady due to the sucks weather. :\

What should I said? Luckily or unlucky? *Hmmm*

Really wanna FML!

14.12.2012 the last valentine day of this year. Love yea.

Leave me alone.

You're the only one I want, but you keeps broke me down again and again. Every time you come back and talk to me like nothing happen, then leave me again. You don't know what I feels, you don't even know what I really want. I'm insecure, I want someone stay with me when I'm moody. Maybe this is too difficult to everyone, I'm too annoying. Yea,right. So leave me alone.

Legoland 03.12.12

03.12.2012 
Such a awesome day off to Legoland with my dear bitches :D
Wake up in very morning and lose temper to my mamma opps :x but it's doesn't spoil my mood! I'm still excited yehooo 

Mashi, Nyonya, Sharkie  and me are having breakfast at a ''blackshop'' in CS while waiting QIQI and the Piggie. :\

Reached Legoland! Can't wait for the roller coaster! :* Let's see how excited we are! LMAO

seems like jump shot is necessary.

put your hands up and touch to the...Legoland?! O.o

Superwoman is flying to Legoland!

Playing around the Shop and keep take photos. *tsk tsk tsk* 

 Prince and princess 

live happily forever :D

Ignore my shit face.Look at the cowgirl!

It's raining and we're just play a few type of recreational facilities. How sad :(

but the dragon's roller coaster is really fun. We scream like insane and that's not our ride! we're just scream and clap for others haha.

It's raining heavily so we need stay at a building and I've forgot what it's called. 

  Hey, don't shoot!!

Rock your body  

Hmm.. Idk how to describe our action.

L is stand for Legoland!

Hey guys, say cheese! :D

Thanks to my photographer, Miss Qiqi ((clap))

Sleeping like a log in the bus while back home. So tired but really fun hang out with my bitches! You guys are so SICK! Scream, shoot and shake around the legoland. We're gonna in the blacklist Lol. 

Bye bye Legoland and we'll be there again soon :D

First day of last month.

First day of last month. Never lose hope.
Dear December,you are the last month in 2012. Please make me feel 2012 is a nice year for my sixteen. I had go through from friends leaves, betrays, lies, disappoints. I don't want suffer from these anymore. 


Really excited to the coming Christmas! Hey guys, let's us have a wonderful party! Come on, make some noise!LOL. Can't wait to the New year's count down also. Brand new year, 2013 is coming, last year of my high school life. Wow, 2013 seems like a awesome year,but need to face my SPM. OMFG, mood spoiled. :\

Finally,my phone is back :D Hey guys, text me at Whatsapp or Line yea. 

My stomach is squeeze-ing in the very midnight! I'm tired, gastric go  away! :( I promise next time I'll eat something before go to work. Forgive me please.


R.I.P to the feeling I had for you. 
One day, he's going to text you. That day, you're going to realize he means nothing to you. He's just another guy. Just another guy, you wasted your time on,tried to look good and tried to impress. He's just another bad memory. You're going to remember how much you like him, and miss him, but at the same time how much you hate him. Instead of getting all excited over this one message, that can mean the world to you, but nothing to him, just click erase and move on with your life. He's not worth it.

孩子氣

我知道我不是小孩子了
不是做錯了事撒撒嬌說聲對不起就會沒事
不是委屈了大聲哭就會有人來給我抱抱
不是生氣鬧情緒就會有人來給糖安慰

可是我的要的就是有一個人肯給我鬧聽我發牢騷 然後在我受委屈不開心的時候給我抱抱
而不是我在說話都不能專心聽 還嫌我煩的人
如果我肯對你說我的心裡話 我是真的很信任很信任你
爲什麽別人都喜歡我的信任拿來糟蹋

我很努力地想證明些什麽 可是我什麽都做不好
總是覺得自己和別人有很大的隔閡 自己想的和別人想的都差太遠
還是我都習慣活在自己的世界里
每次只要去到人多的地方 我就會自動不說話因為我知道沒有人會注意到自己
所以乾脆閉嘴.

要融入別人的世界很難很難 每次我一想要那樣做 就感覺好像迷失了自己
配合別人的生活腳步 好像就變成了別人的傀儡
我只是想過的和別人不一樣 原來那樣是會越來越孤單的


過客一樣的朋友 來來往往
經過一陣子離開一輩子 我越來越怕放真心去對待
離開的打擊每一次都那麼重 很難釋懷