Naggin :x

Fake bitch? LOL you can't even fit in bitch anymore coz you're more worst. Put on the fuckin show and try to cover all your bad. Well, I hate for being you audience. Stop act cute, and act innocence, you never say sorry for whatever you did wrong. You think everyone suppose to do in your ways? No way, don't try to control people, im not your puppet. Aww please, can't stand for you anymore, actin so girlish, gentle in front others. Im wonderin if others have seen how you treat me what will they think. But first, I know your image will break immediately. Im try so hard for not hating you but can you please stop that. Don't be double characteristic anymore.

I know myself very much. Sometimes, I can be really ridiculous, annoying, hot temper, and said whatever in mind at the moment. I'm not really mean for that. Anyway, there's always you all be my side even though my bad attitude. What's love? I asked again n again to myself before, but now I realize that's doesn't matter at all. I thought I lose my precious once, but I think I was so wrong. There's always you all stand behind me. So why I care so much for those passengers in my life? You all are my precioussssss! Whenever I fed up, disappoint, sad, emo, you all always be my side and never leave me alone. I am so blessed. I do appreciate whatever I have now and try hard to hold it tight. Thank you all for tolerance whatever I have done. Love the one who love me, hate the one who cheat me. Life is gonna be fine. After rain there's always rainbow waiting for us. I'm getting recover from all those dark side, those killing hurt. Imma supergirl, stay strong and never fall. Bff, sister, lover, and bla bla bla, those description doesn't matter anymore, but love is the matter. I can't show how much ily. I wish I can let you all know how much i care about our relationships. Solute for my true friends :D

Need Cuddle

受盡委屈還要當做什麽都沒發生，多少淚都往肚裡吞，你們到底知道多少。拼命把所有事情做到最好，拼死拼活你們看到什麽，永遠不知道滿足，說到底別人家的孩子總是比較棒比較強比較屌。你們爲什麽不拿自己去和別人比，你們就有哪裡是贏過別人的，你們做不到爲什麽要我做到絕對完美。不管重複述說幾次還是會心痛飆淚，我不是懦弱只是心寒。
再次封閉自己，我以為我走出去了，結果還是被現實推回來。對外界又開始不聞不問，不看不聽不說，逃避的方式永遠一樣。管得越少，麻煩事相對減少，自己找罪受這種事我不想再幹。渾渾噩噩，忙到徹底就真的置身事外，累死好過被逼死。
我很怕一個人面對人群，習慣性依賴，賴得死心塌地，無理取鬧，蠻不講理；因為我相信愛我的你不會離開，最後相信的每個人都一樣缺席了我的以後。認真真的就輸了。

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繞了這麼遠的路，還是回到最初。由衷的悲哀，人都喜歡聽經過包裝的謊話，不願接受赤裸裸的現實。糖衣卸下才發現是毒藥，自己還能怪誰，不過是咎由自取。玩世心態總讓人累讓人倦，還要耍多久才願意收手？厭倦了就不理不睬丟一邊，需要利用再撿回來，用這種態度來對人，我希望我不會在遇到接下來的無數個。

每天都在家頹廢，只想賴在家一整天，看狀態看照片看別人怎樣做作看別人怎樣裝可愛，我想我是真的很機車咳咳。我要快樂，一個人的時候不要再低落，不要再利用空檔想別人，為自己多想想，對未來重燃希望；無奈事與願違。

閨蜜總輕易的讓人感動，無條件陪在身邊當我耳朵。

黑暗迷惑雙眼，留下尖銳的回憶，模糊的視線；曾經真以為你就是唯一。