Dude

Live without my phone almost a week. Really suffer huh. Insecure when hang out, it was like going out without bring my purse or IC haha. But these days, i felt more happier and don't know why. Less care about someone and don't know everything happen around you, just live in mine own world and think about all the things for me not you. I think I'm more suitable to be forever alone yay. *sigh* 

If you really care about me, you'll pick up a call or find the ways to talk to me. But you didn't. Since you don't care, why should I keep waiting to you? Don't fall in love too easily, you'll get hurt. I finally understand this sentence after knowing you so well. You're a dude who I shouldn't waste my time on you. I've regret to wish that you'll change for me.

I felt like a bitch and flirt when you talk behind me about the date. Is't wrong to hang out with friends? Why keep talking about it? I don't want to explain it because I don't think this is my fault. 

Why can't feelings just be easy to express. :(
I got many things to talk but don't know how to start it.