Black Xmas

我都寂寞多久了還是沒好 感覺全世界都在竊竊嘲笑

我能有多驕傲 不堪一擊好不好 一碰到你我就被撂倒

一味的往火坑裡跳，自己都分不清心裡要的是什麽，習慣性的依賴真的讓人很倦厭，原來真的不是每件事情都嚷著要別人消化要別人給意見，最後該面對的還是自己
懊惱自己的不堪，好多話想說卻又無從開口，活在別人眼裡只會累死自己，明明都知道還是把別人的隻字片語在意得要死掉一樣
黑色聖誕，太多揪心的事情不知道要怎麼消化，不管自己怎麼努力事情好像最後都會被搞砸，我是真的不夠好
現階段的自己對每一個方面都在煩惱，有時候真想直接就讓自己消失，逃到夢境里沒有煩惱

心裡有著感慨，失落，沮喪，疑惑，迷茫，種種情緒無法釋懷，無可奈何又如何，最黑暗的路終究的自己走完

夢醒了，原來自己的角色依舊沒變，依舊是那個可有可無的影子，真諷刺

厭

噩夢一樣的感覺再次來襲，心痛的好像快死掉，不自覺的歎氣聲連自己都開始厭倦，我討厭人群。沒有人想要去瞭解你的傷你的痛，大部份的人無非就是在看熱鬧，湊熱鬧。我可以把自己偽裝得連自己都覺得陌生，照樣臉上掛著無所謂的笑，回到一個人還是覺得自己被全世界孤立起來，我和每個人都隔了道墻。到底是我不瞭解太多事，還是根本沒有人知道我真正在想什麽，我以為的好像就真是我以為的，誰是最真心最唯一的存在，我不知道。我知道是我的無理取鬧讓自己咎由自取，我是應該被討厭的。每次一鑽牛角尖就很想消失的無影無蹤，我根本不知道怎么去控制這樣的情緒。

局外人

每個人都有自己的死角，自己走不出來，別人走不出去；我把自己最深沉的秘密放在裏面，你不懂我，我不怪你

越是要證明什麽，就越覺得是在遮掩傷疤，真的有想像中的這麼密切嗎，我不知道

更多時候，我覺得自己更像是一個局外人，冷冷的看著一切的一切，沒有評論，沒有插手，什麽也沒有，就這樣把自己當成隱形人 

我的錯就是逆天大錯，同樣的事情發生在你身上，你只用了兩個字敷衍我，說一套做一套，我真的覺得你們超級棒；有心和無心，不是用嘴巴說的是靠行動的，我是笨不過不是沒長眼睛

我可以看透很多也可以把這些埋得最深最深，我可以繼續扮演你們想看到的角色，繼續做你們眼裡想看到的我，反正這些都不重要了

就這樣，我以為的全部突然都垮了，誰才是那個最真心的，人心很難猜

Study = student dying

It's seem a long time i didn't update my bloggie. Hmm.. totally exhausted with that fuckin trial exam. I love caffeine so so muchie! I think Imma Beethoven whenever during exam. Well, two more week to go. Hwaitin Raeka and all the Form 5 candidates :D

Attitude decide your life. Once, I hold it too tight. I have suffered from that too much. Yet now I'm letting it go, like nothing happened ever. Expectation always lead to depression, don't ever expect too much from others. I'm so glad that I can awake from that nightmare. Now, I'm more appreciate those loving, doting me throughout my life. Sometimes, I may be a hard person with quick temper and bad words, I'm not really mean for that. We all made a mistake that we used to be kind to the strangers and mean to the closest. I'll try my best to change my temper, promise. Teeheeeeeee. Love life, love friends, love family. Im so blessed.

Well, it's just a simply update during my trial exam. Imma like in jail and Idk it's how long I didn't hang around in city. Can't think for it anymore, argh :x Keep it up for exam!! Come on, caffeine. Seriously, I can't live without you. :\

Hater Lover

患得患失，一下覺什麽都沒了，一下又覺得身邊充滿正能量；那些把我寵得無法無天的親故們可知道 我有多感恩身邊一直有你們
為那個以前不顧一切去等待的自己太失望，到最後只有自己在認真，局外人也都把錯怪在自己身上，我又還能怪誰；委屈通常都無法言傳，只有自己才最瞭解自己的苦
對付那些自我中心的傻逼只能用不理不睬充耳不聞，解釋只是多餘，對的從來就不是我，我認就是了，不必麻煩，浪費精力浪費時間
對於那些喜歡說三道四的長舌鬼，真好奇你們哪來這麼多閑功夫挖別人的私事當做你們八卦的話題；不過真讓你們失望，我沒有這麼善良，把秘密提供給你們當閒話
現在的人做事好像都不怎麼帶腦，真夠煩的，好想就離開什麽也不用管
身邊那些帶給我正能量的，是你們讓我找到每天早上起床的動力，是讓我知道未來還是值得努力一拼的動力來源；雖然常常我還是會低落悲觀的極點，可是只要一見面不快樂就煙消雲散
不習慣在別人面前不開心，兩種極端的個性搏命拉扯著；有時候瘋狂，有時候沉默；哪一個是真正的自己，我還在找
Imma hater who never hate, yet imma lover who never  love.

Unwanted.

Yea, I'm so blessed. I got family love, friends around, laugh loudly in every single day like no touble at all, I love that moments I laugh from heart not just a plastic smile. But still, i'm insecure. When I'm alone I felt lost. Feeling unwanted, not trust by people. That was the worst feel ever. I trust everyone throughout my life, but what did you do for me? You choose to share your secrets with those hello-bye friends rather than share with me. Well, I think I know what position I place in your heart now. I'm not important. That's why people can abandon me so easily without any reason. Hate myself, hate my hot temper, hate saying those words that I not meant for that to hurt people I love so much, hate being unwanted by people I care so much, hate being alone. Hate all these sucks. I pretend that I able to manage all these sucks, but end up I realize I just mess up, and I wish I can run away from reality. Can you please left my mind, I think I gonna crazy one day. Every day I feel like to go back in time and replay all those memories, I miss that shit. D:

Naggin :x

Fake bitch? LOL you can't even fit in bitch anymore coz you're more worst. Put on the fuckin show and try to cover all your bad. Well, I hate for being you audience. Stop act cute, and act innocence, you never say sorry for whatever you did wrong. You think everyone suppose to do in your ways? No way, don't try to control people, im not your puppet. Aww please, can't stand for you anymore, actin so girlish, gentle in front others. Im wonderin if others have seen how you treat me what will they think. But first, I know your image will break immediately. Im try so hard for not hating you but can you please stop that. Don't be double characteristic anymore.

I know myself very much. Sometimes, I can be really ridiculous, annoying, hot temper, and said whatever in mind at the moment. I'm not really mean for that. Anyway, there's always you all be my side even though my bad attitude. What's love? I asked again n again to myself before, but now I realize that's doesn't matter at all. I thought I lose my precious once, but I think I was so wrong. There's always you all stand behind me. So why I care so much for those passengers in my life? You all are my precioussssss! Whenever I fed up, disappoint, sad, emo, you all always be my side and never leave me alone. I am so blessed. I do appreciate whatever I have now and try hard to hold it tight. Thank you all for tolerance whatever I have done. Love the one who love me, hate the one who cheat me. Life is gonna be fine. After rain there's always rainbow waiting for us. I'm getting recover from all those dark side, those killing hurt. Imma supergirl, stay strong and never fall. Bff, sister, lover, and bla bla bla, those description doesn't matter anymore, but love is the matter. I can't show how much ily. I wish I can let you all know how much i care about our relationships. Solute for my true friends :D

Need Cuddle

受盡委屈還要當做什麽都沒發生，多少淚都往肚裡吞，你們到底知道多少。拼命把所有事情做到最好，拼死拼活你們看到什麽，永遠不知道滿足，說到底別人家的孩子總是比較棒比較強比較屌。你們爲什麽不拿自己去和別人比，你們就有哪裡是贏過別人的，你們做不到爲什麽要我做到絕對完美。不管重複述說幾次還是會心痛飆淚，我不是懦弱只是心寒。
再次封閉自己，我以為我走出去了，結果還是被現實推回來。對外界又開始不聞不問，不看不聽不說，逃避的方式永遠一樣。管得越少，麻煩事相對減少，自己找罪受這種事我不想再幹。渾渾噩噩，忙到徹底就真的置身事外，累死好過被逼死。
我很怕一個人面對人群，習慣性依賴，賴得死心塌地，無理取鬧，蠻不講理；因為我相信愛我的你不會離開，最後相信的每個人都一樣缺席了我的以後。認真真的就輸了。

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繞了這麼遠的路，還是回到最初。由衷的悲哀，人都喜歡聽經過包裝的謊話，不願接受赤裸裸的現實。糖衣卸下才發現是毒藥，自己還能怪誰，不過是咎由自取。玩世心態總讓人累讓人倦，還要耍多久才願意收手？厭倦了就不理不睬丟一邊，需要利用再撿回來，用這種態度來對人，我希望我不會在遇到接下來的無數個。

每天都在家頹廢，只想賴在家一整天，看狀態看照片看別人怎樣做作看別人怎樣裝可愛，我想我是真的很機車咳咳。我要快樂，一個人的時候不要再低落，不要再利用空檔想別人，為自己多想想，對未來重燃希望；無奈事與願違。

閨蜜總輕易的讓人感動，無條件陪在身邊當我耳朵。

黑暗迷惑雙眼，留下尖銳的回憶，模糊的視線；曾經真以為你就是唯一。

lies killed.

催淚的電影，傷感的回憶，是我淚點太高，情緒找不到地方發洩，壓抑久了或許會消失。連現實都不敢面對的你算什麽，孬種。從今往後，信任沒有必要再給別人；經一事長一智，痛久了再不學乖太不應該。我愛笑，大笑，卻悲觀，鑽牛角尖把事情想到最極端。

轉個身，朋友依舊挺我，加油打氣好暖心。

Truths might hurt, but lies kill.

無敵

現實逼自己接受認真就輸的道理。逢場作戲，玩心不過是你的拿手好戲，我不過碰巧當了稱職的觀眾。跌跌撞撞的成長，有些道理要靠自己領悟；可是跌得太痛很難再前進，不敢面對傷害就索性把自己關起來，原地打轉，才會有了現在一次又一次同樣的結果。

對一個人好到絕對，再狠狠地抽離；我還要遇到幾次才肯罷休。一次比一次恨，痛到麻木，跟不知道如何求救。到頭來，錯的依舊是自己。

心情習慣依賴別人，最後只會連自己都忘了。痛到終點就會麻木，就會無敵。

Mess

I act like everything is fine. I laugh at people's jokes, I do silly thing with my friends and I act like I have a carefree life. It's funny through. When I come back home, I just turn off that mental switch. Then suddenly I break down. I feel alone, empty, tired. I can't exactly describe how I feel into words. It's like I have 2 different me's. One for the public, and one for myself. Only if they knew. Only if. Big girl don't cry even though hurt.
Insecure for everything. Scare to lose so hold it tight. Parting really killing me. People I cared so much leave me without a word. That's the reason I stand far from people, quiet in the crowd. Live in my little social circle, people cant go in and I cant go out. Sometimes, love you giving out can't definitely get back. You don't even know who are the one will cheat you, betray you,  hurt you, and you're heartbroken again and again. But there is no one you can blame. 
Everything seem turn into mess. Someone please pull me out of this mess :\

豬丸子

豬丸子妹妹，對你無止境的愛希望你感受得到。生日快樂愛你深深
千言萬語該如何說起，五年的點點滴滴有笑有淚，現在卻連要見面都好難。第一年剛上中學的超級T頭到現在學會cosplay小丸子的你，外形完全百變，看到以前的照片我真的會笑到飆淚。
你是巨巨的活寶，每天丟笑果給大家笑翻天，我依然記得你的凱旋。
轉校的那段時間，大家流的淚不是假的，不捨得就是不捨得，每天一起見面了四年，說離開就離開。
我們的影片，眼淚狂飆的夜所寫的情書，那些點滴想起來還是這麼催淚。

愛你的心依舊沒變，依然想著要當你的第一名，不想被你的boyboy佔據；依然想把心事全部丟給你，要你陪我承擔；依然想肆無忌憚的抓起你電話就查信息，差你有沒有背著我偷情。我還是害怕，怕你開始陌生，怕你開始厭倦，怕你開始忘記以前的全部，怕你開始喜歡你的新學校，怕你不再耍寶。想讓你知道如果哪一天在外面受了傷，不要忘記還有我還有巨巨，一路走來的點滴不可能這麼容易就摧毀的。

謝謝你，每次給我煩，當我出氣筒，和你說話就是這麼肆無忌憚，你給的安全感讓我窩心。我每次都死纏著你要你說愛我，可是你都不要理我真是心寒。情人知己你依舊是第一，雖然每次生氣你信息不要回我，line也遲遲回，要聊幾句話都難，我知道你只想和你的boyboy甜蜜蜜。真心感到心寒，不過感謝上帝讓你這個粗魯婆找到真愛，告別同性。
我最黑暗的時期你陪我走過，我糾結我崩潰我失望我難過，你都聽我說，沒有厭倦。
不管以後各奔東西的我們還能不能再見面，希望在天涯海角我們都能持續聯繫
我感激你能我生命中的一部份，即使時間飛逝，回憶永遠無法改變，對你的愛也一樣。

生日快樂，你一定要比我幸福，你要好好愛姐姐，親親

對你無止境的想念，對你無止境的千言萬語，只能用一句話來代表，姐姐愛你 :D

Count down for 1 day, loveyoudeepdeep

Flashback

It seem a long time I haven't update. Sigh. I had never ever been so busy before. School had just reopen and I have already know about the nxt exam date. FML. Well, Im not here to nag about all these sucks. 
My bday had past almost two weeks ago and I still wanna share out all my amazing photo and friends who stand by me somehow. Let's the photos tell story :D

She is the most messy and noisy woman I had never seen before! Hi bitch loveyousomuchie! chuuuuu*

My ''dandingjie'' LOL. She is the one always listen to me. My best listener and secret keeper!

Three noisy bitches in da hse

waffle of the day. Miss it so muchie! nomnomnom

Here's my Megas! Thanks for coming :*

See this two shapo! Hey, it's my bday not yours! Lmao.

Anyway, thanks for yours surprise bday cake even though it's a fail surprise hahaha

Hippo in da hse. :O
Long time no see! Really miss u :(((

My lovely blingg! pretty pretty bitch loveyoudeepdeepdeeep!

Here's the bday girl and cake of the day. Btw the cake is really delicious! Nomnom**

Close up pic for the cake :D

*moment*

 Really surprise for this cake! Thanks for hiding beside toilet for unpacked it hahaha 

Strike a weird pose because of an annoyed person beside me!! Argh

Anyway, here's the cousin i love most even though she always accused me ((how pity am I TT)) but still love you nt only for the bday night but everything :)

*make a wish*

Noisy people around me and i cnt even focus to make my wishes!!! xD 

Hey guys I really love this pic so so muchie!

I just wanna upload some legoland's photo

 Miss the moment. Flashbackkkkkk.

Mashi lim in da hse.

Strike your pose yea!

Uncles on the bench! LOL

Hey! Mashi lim you're blocking me!

w/ mashi

w/ amos

w/ nyonya

-Pretty ending-

Love friends. Love life. Stay young. Rock ur life. Never lose hope. Be positive. :D

低氣壓

時間久了 你身上的刺就會被這個世界磨平；漸漸地你對周遭的人也開始不冷不熱，對周遭的事開始不聞不問，最後的最後你還是不得不承認你輸給了現實。
有人和我說過，如果不是我你的生日根本就什麽都沒有，不要把自己看得這麼重。這句話根本就是刻在了心裡，我時時刻刻都提醒自己，就算在怎麼悲慘都好，我再也不會要和你一起慶祝。我越重視的事別人就越不當一回事，沒有必要一早就計劃好，反正每一次都會有一群人湊熱鬧的答應一定到，然後到最後就會跑出一堆理由來放飛機。我不覺得這樣被敷衍感覺很好，也沒有必要去無端承受這種失望。
沒這麼大的頭就不要帶這麼大的帽，不是你說的我都要答應。現在是誰做主請你搞清楚自己的立場在開口說話。
即使身邊有很多很好的親古，但是只要一個人我還是會情緒化，心情還是跌倒穀底，好像四周圍都是低氣壓。這種憂鬱好像戒不掉。

Fake bitches

Yay! March test past! But there's no party no rest waiting for me, that only one waiting for me is homeworkssssssss. FML. Homework really high like mountain and I've no energy to do. Nvm holiday is coming soon and bday also coming soon soon soon! What am I excited for? Idk. Maybe there's no one care bout it. Sometime, although there are many friends around me, I still feel alone. It was the worst feeling ever. It was like you want to shout out something, but there's no one hear you. And you're forever alone at a corner no one care you. Idk why I often feel this way. Not all the friends are best ever, some friends they only find you when they're in trouble, and when you've lose ur value they will kick you far far away. This type of fake bitches really feel like wanna slap on her face with all of my strength! But I won't do that, cos I don't want suffer myself v others mistake. Its none of my business, you not treat me as friend n I will do the same way to you.
Anyway, brace up for myself even though there is no one stand by my side. :D

Long-lasting love

中五生涯比想像中的難過，一個簡單的月考就讓人崩潰。越是緊要關頭越能見人心，看看那些爲了自己而不擇手段的人。知道嗎，有種畜生長得很像人。

有一個人，因為她我不需要男朋友，因為她對我比男朋友對我還要好一千倍。每天早上因為太瞭解我的起床氣所以用我的方式把我叫起來，然後一起上課不聽課一直講話，什麽都可以講所以幾乎沒有秘密，沒有做功課都一起搶來抄不然就拍照互傳結果電話不知不覺有很多作業的照片，害我電話超級卡機！我做值日我一定要她陪我一起不然就打死不做值日然後把班長氣死掉，還有我們都怕肥所以每天把她拉到保健室去稱體重一起拼減肥。最感動的還是在考試的時候，她教我讀書讀到凌晨，沒有她我怎麼敢進考場面對考試中的大魔王，雖然到最後我還是不會做（哭）她很可憐每天被我霸凌到死，還被我陷害要一個人上臺表演孔雀舞，可是她表演的時候我真的好感動有種把女兒嫁出去的感覺哈哈哈。我們是週日情侶，雖然我的第一名已經被一個姓黃的豬王拿掉了 不過你這個週日情侶是誰都拿不掉的嘻嘻

我身邊不缺對我好的朋友。有個人是我的心事垃圾桶，對我好到爆炸我不能對別人說的秘密她都幫我保密到緊緊，現在沒有什麽機會講話了很可惜不過我從來就沒有想要忽略你我還是愛你深深的你要記得記得再記得！還有一個人知道我不會過馬路那個死人巴士又停在馬路對面，她在拜一我沒有人陪我過馬路的時候特地從一個遙遠的科學室走回我班找我一起放學，我為這件事感動很久誒，因為你記得我拜一沒有人陪我加上從科學室走去我班真的很遠，謝謝你！還有班上的兩個小老師，我每次不想聽課又不想自己讀書的時候他們都很耐心的教我，不過我真的很不受教，怎樣教都教不會辛苦你們了。最後當然還是我的一群巨巨們，如果沒有你們我要怎麼瘋狂？ 五年的感情真的不容易，以前還小總是吵不停，現在長大了好像都成熟了雖然依舊瘋狂，卻也多了一份容忍。還有那些轉校了的巨巨們，不要以為不經常見面我們感情就會斷，那些點滴要是你們敢忘我就把你們捏死！還有好多好多對我好好的人，一篇文章真的寫不完我所有的感謝感動。

你們是我起床的動力，五年的感情不容易，我的愛給了爸爸媽媽過後剩下的都是你們的了。我最丑最傻最丟臉最糗的事情你們都看完了，在你們面前不需要虛偽的掩飾不需要做作的文雅，在你們面前是可以很真你們就是家人是愛人。很多感動是用心感受，無法口述的，就像你們給我的一樣。雖然鞋大真的是一個爛到爆的學校，不過我還是感謝母親大人把我送去，不然我怎麼可以有一群大寶貝們。

愛，可以很簡單。不一定要和愛人轟轟烈烈在一起昭告全世界的才叫愛；朋友的愛更暖心更讓人羡慕更長久。

棄。

一句話一個舉動一段記憶都讓人暈眩窒息，你從來就不懂我也心痛過。神經持續緊蹦，無限壓力充斥心臟腦袋無法正常運轉，脾氣一發不可收拾。會不會有哪一天我就這樣得了憂鬱癥或是頭腦自動格式化然後記憶全部刪掉，我希望是後者。我不是因為家境因為樣貌選朋友，只是如果我繼續留在你身邊只會越來越肆無忌憚的傷害你；有人問我你最近還好嗎，我沉默然後陷入回憶，我真的不知道我這麼在乎，你也從來不知道你對我如此重要。你會開始因為忙碌開始忘記我，我也會不斷認識新朋友慢慢把你放在角落，然後不再交集；某天就算在路上擦肩而過也不回頭。只是我還會想念，想念那個我再也遇不到第二個的你。

我們都要面對現實，不要因為不敢接受而自欺欺人，這是最傷害自己的方式。我接受你給的最後答覆。你不理，我便該棄，而非不捨。

Nightmare

做好夢的時候每次都會情不自禁的被驚醒；但是做惡夢的時候往往會越陷越深的往裡掉無法從夢中出來。

每一次的相遇過後都會有同樣故事情節的夢境，我真的他媽的想擺脫掉。每一次都是在夢裡狠狠地被拋下，然後一個人一直跑不知道是要跑到哪裡去，只知道要逃掉。然後起身的時候，整個就是淚流滿面。我到底是捨不得你的離開，還是不甘心你就這麼瀟灑的走遠，沒有答案。每一次的噩夢過後一整天的心情都是戰戰兢兢的不知道在害怕什麽，是怕夢境成真還是因為它已經成真？

不喜歡被自己不喜歡的人纏著，有些人根本不需要看得太透，心機這麼明顯，我根本不想浪費時間去揭穿。想怎樣就怎樣吧，反正我怎麼樣都不搭理你，你應該就會悶了吧。現實的人類腦袋到底都裝著什麽，爲了攀關係怎樣都行，裝好心裝的太超過就不像了。

虛偽的人也太多了吧，拜託派個誰來消滅掉好嗎

Hatergonnahate

I used to ask people to patronize me, I lose my temper agn and agn to others no matter it's whose fault. My hot temper really persecute my life. I hate being so unreasonable. I've lost many people in life because of my personality, but why I still cant change for it huh?! It's really hurt when knowing your closest friend has left you and seems live better without you. I hate it, yet what can i do for it? It's all my karma. I'm the one who didn't appreciate it before, and now it's too late to say any regrets words, I'm not fit to say it. You're right. I'm such a coward. I cant even take courage to forgive. I used to think that others will done it, it's not my responsibility. I'm so worst.
Now, I'm 17th years old ady. I doesn't like this age at all, it seems like I cant coquetry anymore. Cant ask for sweets anymore. Cant rely on others anymore. Cant act like a child anymore. It's difficult to have change. I used to live in my own world for a very long time. Never think about others, never considerate others, and shout for angry, cry for sad, laugh for happy. It's me, can I not change for it? Continue dependent to the one I trust, continue act like a child without vex.
Emo to the max. Always back in time and recall all the moment you spent wif me. You are the one who always stand by my side no matter how overly I throw my temper to you. And now I've lose everything. 

To be honest, you're the only one i've ever spent this much time and effort on.

Hater gonna hate.

Bugis w/ bitch *chu*

Imma shopaholic. Bugis trip w/ seventeenth bitch today :D
Didn't take any photo for the day this bitch don't wanna take photo wif me. How sad :(
But seen today was a shopping day so we just can't stop for shop! Although nearly bankrupt and even skip my tution class, it's still my day! Love you my bitch! *CHU*
I believe in love in this fake world. Many kind people still exist in every single corner cos im always getting help from them. *shame* ( im not going to elaborate what shame thing i've done today :\)


我討厭自己要不到糖就耍脾氣的那種脾氣，我討厭自己要別人遷就的那種個性，每天早上的起床氣也好討厭，就連原諒都找不到勇氣 。我就是這麼不討喜惹人厭，難怪這麼久了都等不到你的一句愛你。

Exhausted

Exhausted. Form 5's life is really suck. School-tution-homework-work, and cycle every day every week. Can you imagine how boring my life is? FML

I've talk to myself so many time, I cant hate you but your attitude is so annoyed you know?! Idk how to calm myself when I've lost my temper agn and agn. Why you cant think for me just once? Your words were like weapon keep hurt me and you just being so cruel to ignore it. Why can you being so kind and so nice for others but not me? Is't Im not important at all? Fine. I dont want to hate you, really. But if you nvr change your attitude, honest to say, I cant stand for it anymore.

I really getting tired of all the sucks in my life. Why cant just simply let me go? Stressssssssssss Spm please be easy :( I'm worry about my future now, confuse to choose course, universiti and college. But I need to be good in Spm or else everything is just day dream. Stress stress stress! Brace up! Fighting for my 2013! *argh*

Text me please. Talk about how you have been now. IMY